Up to Date

Thursday, May 21, 2009 I did not stay the whole time at Greg and Mary Ann's house cause I was not feeling good and could pass out. Cindy brought me home that night and I slept throught the whole night without waking up.
Friday, May 22, 2009 I did not make it to pt. I was still not feeling good and slept the whole day and night away.
Saturday, May 23, 2009 I'm feeling a little better, but not like before. Still sleeping around the clock and still could sleep more.
Sunday, May 24, 2009 I know why I was so sleepy and not feeling good. It was the of my pills the doctors want me off. I stoped it and I feel great and moving around more. One little pill can keep me in bed for a couple of days. Then later on that day I got all sick to my stomach and blowwing my nose.
Monday, May 25, 2009 Happy Memorial Day! Today was not a good day at all. Mom went in with her stomach and the doctors didn't do much to help. I was in bed all day with the pukey feeling and really did move. My nose is bothering me and I my stomach really couldn't handle food and that. My plants are doing good, they are not in my room they are in the kitchen now. I have my ac in my room for when I over heat. Made some more flowers and working on some other things. Right now I giving up on homework again. I'm not in the mode for reading or anything. All I really want to do is sleep and sleep.

Lot Of Love,
courtney

Physical Therapy

I had a great day. Physical therapy was a good pt appointment I had in some time. I did not have pt in the water but on land. I did not pass out in pt, we work on streght in my legs. My legs are very weak and loss my balance easy. The weather was bad for me, it was 84 out and really wanted it in the 50's. I did pass out from too much mint in the food I was eating. This very odd, but with me everything is odd. Having a hard time in school on homework. English is were the problem is, I really don't want to write my essay things. I'm pushing myself to write the papers. Been having not so good thoughts, but they are going away some what. Think I'm going to go to bed now.

Love:
Courtney

School and headachs

Today was an ok day for me. I woke up around seven and stayed up all day long. I did my stuff for pt and some school work. I made about four more flowers and stared reading He Sees you When You're Sleeping by Mary and Carol Higgins Clark. So far the book is really good. Then before I had school I got a headach that started to go down my neck when we finished up with school. Tommrow I have school hopefully last a little longer. There is one turkey that is really trying the hardest to get out of the pin. The chickens are doing fine and not in so much troble as the turkeys. I repoted my flowers that I planted and a another plant for my room. the plants are doing really will. We are not going to the summer chill this summer because there would not be anytthing but talking to other people, no speakers to came and talk. Maybe next year if they have more fun things to do.

Lots of love
courtney

flowers and gifts

I just got done making some more tissue paper flowers. I'm staring to make my dad his father's day gift. Just laying around and really doing nothing important. I should be cleaning my room. We sold our pop up camper Yesturday. We still have that big one and that's in the back. My dad told me that one of the turkeys all most got out of the pin. They can fly already.

love
court

Friends

Right now i'm so sad and ready to cry. I'm sitting in my room and thinking about friends. I really have no friends, all I have is family. I try to write to old friends but they never write me back on myspace. I just really don't care for how they can just forget an old friend that has been there for them. They never came to help me when I really needed a friend to be there. If they just know how it feels to have no friends. I have not gone to the movies with friends in about three years now. Really no one calls me from school, it hurts so bad to know that they really do not care and just forgot about me. I need a way to make friends even though I'm stuck in a house all day. Looking at my photo boxes of photos, I really do not have many with friends most of them are of family.

love
courtney

Thursday I had eye appointment and a new doctor. That was one really long day for me. Friday I didn't go to pt, I was wiped from Thursday. My plants are doing really will.

Moving Blog to Here

I moved my blog from caringbridge.org to this blog here. On caringbridge I could not post a lot of my photos without deleting the other ones. Still going to have caringbridge up but not going to be posting on there but here. So sorry for the change in blog sites, this is going to so you the real me from the inside, out.